Monthly Archives: April 2019

LEAD Team: Comp. Day

Being a part of one of the most important LEAD teams is very exciting. Knowing that you get to directly help play a role in the day where future LAS members participate and show off their personalities and differences to staff and other students is a good feeling. I was very excited to help and serve on this team to help bring in a great new cohort into the LAS family.

However, this team was not what I thought it would be. I didn’t serve much of a role in any of this. The team had one meeting in November and that was all. We were completely left in the dark on many different things which was a huge bummer. Many people were confused and upset when help was not being seeked. No insight was given on why there was no communication either. I love being able to serve people directly, however, this team did not make me feel as if I was helping anyone. I know in some roles it is important to sit back and lay low but that is hard for me to do, especially when that isn’t communicated through the leaders. Throughout all of this, perhaps communication would have been the most important thing but there was none. Seeing how stressed out our leaders were running around with tasks.. some of this could’ve been alleviated through team members. I don’t know what the disconnect was here, but there definitely was one.

I’m sorry for the negativity but this is a reflection and I believe honesty is necessary here. The takeaways I have from this group are to always communicate thoroughly. That is such an important thing. People have no idea where they stand or what is need of them when they are left in the dark due to no communication. Communication is simple but is very often overlooked and forgotten about. This is something I will be a lot more cautious about in the future, knowing that I need to communicate better with people.

LDR 200L Reflection

This course had me very confused for about a month. I didn’t understand the flow for so long. Class began slowly syllabus week, as did every other class, then we got in to content but then class was cancelled multiple times during the horrible winter “bliss” we were so blessed to see, the syllabus was changed about six times.. I had nothing to feel other than confusion. However, this class was a turning point for me in the Leadership Institute. I began to feel more at home with my cohort, with the staff and in the LI in general. I began to feel a sense of belonging. The turning point was the day when Shamir spoke up in class and brought up a very hard topic to be discussed. The topic of minorities across the board being underrepresented in the Leadership Institute as well as on our campus. I am very proud of her for standing so boldly for what she believes in.

This for me was a call to action. Talking about it was no longer enough. Everyone is aware of the lack of diversity at Central Michigan University. This is no surprise since the school was founded as a “safe-white-school” where white students could attend and not feel threatened. After class I began talking with Nolan and Shamir. Slowly more and more people became interested once they saw us talking after class. For the love of the university, we want to see change, we want to see education, we want to see cultural inclusion. Our group is very grateful for everything that the LI has done since this day to encourage us by bringing in speakers and advisors to help us and guide us down this path of education and recruitment. We all have things to learn about each others  culture and to do this, we have to find people who are different from us and let them educate us. We must reach out to others and ask for their support through our ignorance. Ignorance is not always our fault; yet, we must still take responsibility and be vulnerable and go seek education on different cultures.

This group of students that has formed, plans to use models, approaches and guidance we have learned from this course to go out their, educate others and help give everyone and equal platform to get to be students on Central’s campus. This is an opportunity that everyone is given but not everyone is able to capitalize on due to lack of resources. Whether that is technology, counselors, family support, or whatever the case may be, our group wants to help people overcome these obstacles as much as a group of hungry students can. Another way of helping the environment of CMU’s campus is by educating people as much as possible on a day to day basis. Although challenging, it must be done, however, in a professional manner. It is key not to force information down someone else’s throat as well was putting someone else in too much of an uncomfortable setting. This group, through education and support of this course, plans to do great things to enhance the lives and culture at Central Michigan University.

LDR 100 Reflection

Push. If I were to use one word to describe Leadership 100, it would be push. This class for me was a struggle. It required me to have to push through things that perhaps only few others did as well. These reasons that I had to push were normal reasons for someone, especially in their freshman year, to go through. The reasons why I had to push in this class were simple but still valid. The first was because I lived all the way across campus, so physically, somedays, I literally had to push myself out of bed or out of the door or out of practice to walk to Powers from East Campus. Simple but a true immature, freshman struggle. The second reason was time. I felt like I never had time to go to this class because of the time commitment to get in mandatory study hours through athletics, practice times, as well as studying for the 16 other credits that I was in. The third and final reason also had to do with me living away from the cohort. I felt a disconnect from the group. Everyone was beginning to get closer as I was only spending an hour with them each week.

The pushing I had to do in this class was very hard and a struggle at first. I didn’t understand why I was put in this place of struggle (although I never do during it), but I knew I had to be patient in it. Although it was very upsetting and frustrating, I’m happy for everything I was going through at the time. For reason one: This struggle helped me with pushing to go to all of my classes, whether I enjoyed them or not, because it’s why I’m here: to go to class and get educated. For the second reason: This exhausting schedule  helped to prepare me for future busy schedules. It taught me how to communicate with professors, advisors and coaches when I’m feeling flustered and need a break somewhere. Finally, for the third reason: Although I didn’t get to live with the cohort and missed out on loads of fun and memories, after time, more and more people saw the disconnect and more and more people invited me into their groups.

This time forced me to reach out to other people and seek help. It pushed me outside of my comfort zone. I’ve never had a problem communicating with people (obviously since one of my strengths is woo) but I have always had a problem with asking for help and telling people that I am struggling. This course, although not through direct content, taught me a lot about myself. This class was not challenging and did not require a lot of intelligence but it was more educating on getting to know yourself and the cohort. I learned about my strengths and have been educated on how to use them in day to day interactions to enhance leadership, relationships with people, as well as serving people. Learning all these different things about myself, I plan to use them all to build up others as well as myself wherever need be.